30 years old .. wow!

Yea, well … I happened!

In short time, I am 30 yers old… 30 years old ??
I really don’t understand it, myself.

Where did the time go? It’s funny how fast time flies, when you are all grown up – One day takes the other, and you don’t even have time to watch your own life take place. A bit scary!

I think, I have to be better (we all should be actually) at focusing & cherrish all the good & happy times we have (even thesmall ones), because in a stressed everyday life, where you have so many things to do all day long, you forget to tho cherrish these little moments.

About my 30th birthday, I have for along time, been wanting to throw a party – I am only going to be 30 once in my life, and I don’t wanna regret that I didn’t celebrated myself 🙂

So, Saturday, May 13th – as are my real birthday (How lucky am I, that it is in the weekend ♥) I have invited family & friends – 24 people. I have rented a room at a restaurant, with a 3 course dinner and some wine & beers, and I am so looking forward to it 🙂

– It will be so amazing to see all of the people I care for, at the same day and just have a great evening with delicious food & wine ♥

I am so much more looking forward to the party, than to be 30 years old 😉 hehe..
Because, as I wrote earlier – I haven’t understanded it yet! That I am going to be 30 yesrs old…

Then you are an adult – you now.. really grown up (or not)
I don’t look like a person who is 30 yesrs old, and I don’t feel 30 yers old. How do a 30 year old feel?? haha 😀
I dont feel ready for being 30 years old, I have a feeling of haven’t achieved what I thought I would as I was 30 yers old.
When I was younger, I thougt that I would have everything when I was 30 yers old – When you were 30, you were old.. NO!
You are not old, when you are 30 years – You are just wiser and more realistic haha 🙂

Where I thought I would be, when I reached 30 years:

• I thought i would have had kids – actually two
  I dont have a child, and i kind of have the feeling that I am in a hurry. My little sister has 2 children – I am feeling a little bit stressed. But I have a stepson
• I thought I would be married
  Not even close
• I thought I would have my very own house
  No! Not even close.. I am living in a small 3 room appartment with my boyfriend & stepson (we do not have very much space)
• I thought i would have a permanent job, that i would love
  Instead I am in a temporary job (Great workplace) that I have had for 2 ½ years. Not very stabel
  
• I thought that I would have a drivers license and a nice car
  I got the drivers license 1 year ago – But I got it! haha
  

Have you also had trouble being a certain age & reach a milestone in your life, that you cannot completely handle?